A reading from the archive, featuring The Starchild Tarot
Well, it’s been a little while, hasn’t it? I took an unofficial break from blogging for most of this month, so if you’ve been wondering what’s become of me, I apologise! Perhaps I’ll write about what’s been occupying me (or, even better, my terrible, chronic procrastination) at a later date. For now, though, let’s ease back into it with a little tarot talk!
Dana of Lavender Moon first brought this questionnaire to my attention a couple of months ago, and I’ve been wanting to tackle it ever since. There are so many kinds of readers in the world, especially now that tarot’s popularity is growing so quickly, so it’s more important than ever for us readers to speak up about what who we are and what we do with the cards. If you’ve been wondering whether I’m the reader for you, I hope my answers to these questions illuminate that for you!
1. WERE YOU MENTORED OR SELF-TAUGHT?
A little of both. For the first year or so that I read cards, I worked on my own, reading as much as I could online and in books (which make great mentors!), and reading for myself and friends so I could make my own associations with the cards. I reached a point where I felt like I needed more support in my learning, so I took Biddy Tarot’s Tarot Circle Live course, which I have to credit with helping me recognise that I could trust what I was seeing in the cards. I don’t think that course exists anymore, which is a shame because it helped me build so much confidence in myself as a reader. I later went on to do Tarot Foundations 1 and 2 with Brigit, and although I was already reading professionally at that point, those classes really helped me to cement my grasp on the fundamentals.
Over the years I’ve done a few other classes and collected a reasonably sized library of books and decks, but I think the magic lies in synthesising what one learns from mentors and books with what one discerns from one’s own experiments with the cards. By which I mean, do a class by all means, but don’t forget to also play with the cards for the sake of your own curiosity. You don’t need permission to read. Your own experience and inquiry can teach you so much!
2. ARE YOU A PSYCHIC OR A TAROT READER?
I most definitely fall into the latter category. I’m certainly intuitive, but psychic? That describes an entirely different field to the one that I operate in. My true skill lies in being a reader of signs and symbols and stories, a skill that has been honed as much in my academic background as it has in my tarot study. When I read cards, I do open myself up to intuitive hunches, but what I’m working with is the story that’s on the table in front of me, not in information I receive from anywhere else. Perhaps the lady doth protest too much, but I think reading well is an equally magical skill!
3. ARE YOUR PREDICTIONS ACCURATE, AND IS ACCURACY IMPORTANT TO YOU?
There are two things I want to bring up in answer to this question. Firstly, my style of reading is not predictive, although it is oracular. By which I mean there is a magical process at work when I am discerning meaning about your life from the cards I’ve drawn, but my focus in comprehending that meaning is rooted in the present rather than the future. In my own life I’ve found it’s far more useful to look at what’s going on right now than it is to worry about what might happen later. So, my readings will necessarily be focused on the information you need and the action you can take in the present, rather than hard and fast predictions about what’s coming down the pipe.
Because I don’t make predictions, accuracy is not important to me; however, resonance is. It’s always my goal to create a reading that strikes a chord in the querent, that presents a version of the story that harmonises with who the querent is and what they know to be true. That’s not to say that my readings will always give you what you want to hear (if only tarot worked that way!), but I hope that a reading with me will offer something that feels true to you, even if it is surprising or challenging.
4. IS THERE ANYTHING YOU CAN’T PREDICT IN A READING?
Since I don’t read for predictions, I guess the answer to this is technically everything! While I don’t wish to pass judgement on those who offer or those who seek predictions, it’s my personal belief that the best thing we can do for our wellbeing is learn how to be comfortable with uncertainty (and hey, it’s not like I have that all figured out or anything, when I reach enlightenment I’ll be sure to let y’all know). When I read cards for a client or friend or myself, it’s my aim to help the querent open up to what’s happening right now, in the present. We often lose sight of the present because we’re so fixated on trying to pin down the future, but the present is where the magic happens! The present is where we have agency. It’s where we can begin to create the future, whether we get the outcome we desire or not.
5. DO YOU USE ONLY TAROT OR ARE YOU MULTIDISCIPLINARY?
Tarot is pretty much always my drug of choice! I will occasionally throw in an oracle card or two, but generally my readings are entirely tarot-based. You could say that tarot in itself is multidisciplinary, since its structure and history incorporate numerology, hermetic philosophy, magical practice, astrology, kabbalah, and so on, but I only draw on these systems as they relate to the cards on the table. I do have a dream of one day becoming more knowledgeable about astrology, but I haven’t found the right time to pursue that – yet!
6. IS THE MESSAGE IN THE CARDS OR IN YOUR HEAD?
This is an interesting question, and I’ve been chewing over it for a couple of days now. My answer may change, subject to further rumination, but I think where I stand now is to say, both. We need both story (cards) and storyteller (mind) equally to make sense of a tarot reading. I tend to see the cards as the tools we use to excavate the message from the mind. They help to illuminate and elucidate messages that we can’t access or understand on our own, even if those messages do ultimately come from within us.
7. ARE YOU A PRIEST OR A FORTUNE TELLER?
I don’t identify with either of these monikers, really, but if I had to choose, I suppose I would be a priest. Although it can have purely worldly applications, tarot is a spiritual activity for me, and a reading with me is a kind of ritual pause, an opportunity to step out of the flow of everyday life and take a look around. I approach the cards like a ritual and an opportunity to connect with my community, which I think could both be considered priestly activities!
8. ARE YOU A FIXER OR A LOOKER?
A little of both! Part of the value of a tarot reading is the chance to pause and take a look around. It’s also always my goal to make sure that the querent retains their sense of agency – I might offer some advice, but the decision about whether and how to apply it should always stay in the querent’s hands, so in that sense I’m a looker. What you do with the information I offer is always going to be entirely up to you!
But, then again, there’s not so much point taking a look at what’s going on if you’re not able to do anything with what you see! I don’t think it’s enough to take a look, and then send the querent on their merry way. A tarot reading is a great opportunity to strategise and make an action plan, so why not take that opportunity? Whether I’m reading for myself or someone else, I always include cards for suggested courses of action or advice.
9. DO YOU READ FOR FREE OR FOR A FEE?
One on one, I read for a fee, from big, detailed readings at the more expensive end of the spectrum, to short and speedy readings if you’re on a budget. I also offer a free daily reading for my community, the Weather Report, which you can find on Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, or Tumblr, depending on your fancy!
10. IS THERE ANYTHING YOU WON’T PREDICT IN A READING?
I’ve already covered my feelings about predictions in question four, but it’s important to add that there are some topics I don’t feel comfortable reading on – for example, medical and health questions, legal and financial matters, and anything that might infringe the privacy of a third party (which is to say, if you want to know whether your ex is coming back, it’s my advice to save your money and go ask them!).